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Temper Tantrums

and other things....

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Don't I look happy?
[info]shoujo22
I'm almost certain that the only thing even comes close to "southern-sounding" that ever leaves my mouth is the word "I." Yes, at times it does indeed come dangerously close to sounding like "ah" instead of "I." Other than that, it always floors people when I tell them that I was born and raised here in the south. "You don't have a southern accent!" is usually their response. But yeah, I guess I have a bit of a southern-twang when I'm excited about something :).

 
What American accent do you have?
Created by Xavier on Memegen.net

Southern. Love it or hate it, your accent says you're probably from somewhere south of the Ohio River.

If you're not from the South, you probably were overanalyzing the questions. Take the quiz again but don't think so hard next time.

Take this quiz now - it's easy!
We're going to start with "cot" and "caught." When you say those words do they sound the same or different?

 

 

 


Book recs?
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[info]shoujo22
Now that I'm over my Olympic rant *lol*, I was wondering if anyone had any good book recommendations? Novels and/or mangas will do.

I'll have a lot of free time on my hands pretty soon, since everyone's children will be in school and will therefore have homework...which means that they'll have to stay home *mwuahahahahahahahahahaaaaaaa*.

[info]snapdragon76, I know you have some recs for me. C'mon....C'MON! XD


 

Numerous thoughts
stewie
[info]shoujo22

Just a couple more weeks until my "Threatre of Kiss" dvd is shipped out to me. I'm really looking forward to it.

I started reading 'Only the Cat Knows' by Marian Babson today. Usually, books written in first person make my stomach churn; but Ms. Babson has been doing a marvelous job of keeping my little food processor at ease. So far so good. Dante Alighieri's 'Divine Comedy' is also an excellent read.

I sincerely enjoy the Olympic games and all that they stand for, but I must also admit that about 15% of my tuning in every night can be attributed to the excessive near-nakedness of the numerous men's swim teams. Ryan Lochte...wow young man. Wow...

So it looks like I've firmly decided on Epidemiology and Biostastics as my top master's degree choices. My hope is to work on my Ph.D. at Hopkins once I complete my master's. That'd be a pretty bold move on my part, seeing as how competitive their Public Health program is, but what's life without risks and making gutsy moves? I've got to try. I mean, the worse that they could tell me is 'No', right? And I really love the prospect of becoming a full-time scientist! It's full speed ahead from here on out folks.

My sister and I are thinking about taking a trip to Venice within the next year and a half or so. I wonder if it's worth it. I mean, I've always wanted to go, but aside from that fact I don't have any other reason to go there. Florence and Milan are beginning to look better and better right now.  Perhaps we'll visit Canada soon too. Who knows?


The 2008 Beijing Olympics
Sakura_chan
[info]shoujo22

All I can say is that China put on the most beautiful Olympic opening ceremony that I've ever had the pleasure of viewing. Words can't express how grand the whole thing actually was.... It was just amazing.

I think my icon sums it up, however.


Three days wasted...I could have been doing something else...
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[info]shoujo22

Instead of doing something productive, I decided to find a YA series that I'd started as a teen, but never finished...for whatever reason. I picked up The Dark Angel Trilogy by Meredith Ann Pierce from my job and prepared myself to be dazzled. It started off great! I couldn't get enough the series and finished the first two books in record time. But then the third book just went and f*cking ruined it for me. Talk about being one pissed b*tch.


The heroine was majorly screwed from the time she left her mother's arms to the very end of this series.

Five stars for the first two books, minus two for the crappy ending.

I could have been reading something else.


Another temporary hiatus :(
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[info]shoujo22
Guys, I'm really, really tired, and bored, and kinda sorta at my wits end here. I'm taking a vacation (which was actually a very sudden decision), so I have no idea when I'll be posting in this thing again. I'll still check my FList from time to time, but as far as my journal is concerned....yeah.  I'm won't delete it or anything. It's just going to be left hanging for a while. That's all.

Anyway, please don't hesitate to email. It doesn't matter to me if you buzz because you need something or because you just want to say "Hey! You suck!" I'm an avid email checker, so it's all good. Anyway, everyone take care! I'll see you guys later.    

 

My dad = rage against the rodent XD
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[info]shoujo22

My dad! *lol* Oh man my dad. The little mouse in our house (Dr. Seuss much?) finally decided to make it's debut a little while ago. My sister called to my dad and was like "Papa. There's a mouse in the kitchen." Why did my dad, who was asleep and in his pj's at the time, put on his work boots, and then went outside and found this huge-ass stick that looks sort of like a walking stick to kill the mouse with? O__O I asked "Um, papa. What are you doing with all that stuff?" You know what his reply was? "Well, we don't have any traps, so I'm going to get it with this stick. If it runs, then I'll stomp him with my boots." 

*inhale*

LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL XDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXD!!!!!!!!

It was so funny. He was in there banging around so much that he scared my poor little nephew to death. I took him in my room and watched 'Thomas the Train' with him until dad finally gave up. Seriously, my dad was totally into trying kill the little thing. He even went to sleep with the freaking boots on and with that stick propped up on the corner of his bed. 

Dad is so awesome *lol*. I love the guy.

I was talking with one of my buddies on AIM just a little while ago, and she basically told me that she thinks that fangirls are stupid. *lol* Well, I don't think that's true. Just because a girl is infatuated with and gushes over a hot guy/girl, that doesn't make them stupid. I mean, look at some of my buddies here on lj that gush over JE boys. Many of them speak at least two different languages (fluently nonetheless) and one of them is even in medical school right now. Hell, I even tend to have little spurts of *gaga*-mania going every once and a while, but I think its safe to assume that my hormones and my intellect are fairly independent of one another. So yeah...that was a pretty passive generalization that she had going there. But whatever, that's her opinion and at least she said it to me only. It's not like she went onto a JE forum and started a ruckus or anything. Despite the fact that we don't agree on some things, we can at least talk about them without wanting to beat the living shit out of each other in the end. That's what buddies are for *lol*.



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[info]shoujo22
I 'm so very tempted....

Yesterday, I had another episode--- not that I've ever mentioned it here before, but... I was sitting at my desk (pushing papers, of course) when I started to tremble pretty badly. So, I ran to the vending machine and grabbed one of those little off-name brand six pack of cookies. A few minutes after having eaten those, the trembling stopped. Later than night, around 10:30-ish, I started trembling again. Luckily I'd gone grocery shopping and had mind enough to grab a bag of Hershey's goldbricks. BTW: I hate eating after I've already brushed my teeth, but I really didn't have much of a choice -__-'. Anyway, after I ate one or two of those, the trembling stopped. I didn't say anything to my dad or sister about it, because it may just be a mild case of hypoglycemia. Diabetes does run in my family though; which is why I don't want them flipping out for no reason. They would absolutely shit golden bricks otherwise. And it's probably not that serious. I mean, it's not like I've been eating properly these days. Truth be told, I've lost 13lbs within the last few weeks, and I have not been getting enough sleep either. Perhaps my atrocious diet and lack of sleep are the culprits here. 

Aside from that, I spent the better part of my night watching L'arc's 'Grand Cross Conclusion'. My sister and I had an absolute blast! It was so cool; especially the opening. 'Trick' was such an appropriate opener. I also had to keep a box of tissues near to prevent blood from ruining my pajamas. The camera had a really bad habit of stopping right on Ken's crotch *nosebleeds*. I couldn't help looking *whine*. It was just there, okay? I would never purposely ogle some dude's junk-- not even Ken's. Anywho, GCC is the best l'arc concert that I've seen thus far. It's just awesome.

I've thought about going to school on the east coast lately. Hm... 


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[info]shoujo22

I just realized the being a loyal fan can be rather expensive. I've spent about $100 on L'arc~en~ciel items, and in less than 4 days! But it did get me a poster, a photobook, 2 magazines, photos, postcards, a T-shirt, and a concert DVD. Not bad for $100 bucks, considering the fact that had I bought these things when they were first put out on the market, I would have spent $200 fairly easily.

Yesterday I decided to clean up my room a bit and was quite amazed to discover that I own such an extensive manga collection. I guess I'd never really given it any thought before. Since I'd been collecting them for quite a few years now, I'd kind of forgotten about some of them. The collection consists of:

Ranma 1/2
Inuyasha
Maison Ikkoku
Tough
Kagerou Nostalgia
Peace Maker
Immortal Rain
Hana Kimi
Absolute Boyfriend (totally not mine)
Tail of the Moon
One Piece
Naruto
Pet Shop of Horror
Crescent Moon
Fruits Baskets
Shaman King
Trigun (&Maximum)
Rurouni Kenshin
Sandland
DBZ
etc.

...and that's just to name a few. 

I also have the first year's worth of the English version of Shounen Jump and a few Korean manhwa. Then there's the doujinshi phase that I went through. Rurouni Kenshin, Bleach, One Piece, Trigun....yeah, doujinshi.

I can't even begin to name half the books stacked away in boxes in my closet. Video games and CDs...don't even get me started.

Fandoms are expensive. I guess they can be quite profitable too-- if you're willing to part with stuff while it's still hot, that is.

  I found this on [info]pyrefly 's journal and decided to do one as well. 



I guess it's fairly accurate. I don't really think of myself as unsociable though. I freaking talk to any and everyone.

Freaked out and/or scared shitless....
Sakura_chan
[info]shoujo22
Yesterday, as I had nothing better to do, I read all three volumes of Ito Junji's  Uzumaki/Spiral  . It was , by far, the creepiest manga that I have ever read. I'm still not sure which of the following scared me more: the snail people or the town peoples' reactions towards certain phenomenon. I mean, I would think that seeing two of your classmates and one of your teachers turn into huge ass snails would scare one to the point of wanting to retreat....right?

Anyway, if you enjoy stories that are chalk full of heavy H.P. Lovecraft-type overtones, then this is definitely the series for you.

Despite the fact that I was totally freaked the hell out, I just couldn't stop reading it. 

....and last night, I had the beebie-jeebies like nobody's business. 




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[info]shoujo22
There is a rat in our house. No, not a mouse, a rat. I guess that working in the research facility actually benefited me in more ways than one. Rodents no longer bother me. In all honesty though, it took me quite a little while to get over those creepy albino rats with the bitty, red eyes.... We set out some poison, so hopefully it'll be dead within the next couple of days. Don't wanna traumatize the little ones with the sight of it. 

I've been emailing a friend of mine recently, whom I have not spoken to in forever, and informed her of the little lapse in reality that I experienced a few days ago (refer to previous post). She sent me a response that read "*lol* Nostalgia at it's best! Right?  :)" My response: "Try nostalgia at it's worst." -__-'

I'm already Christmas shopping. I never spend lots of money because: 1) I don't have that kind of money and 2) Even if I did have that kind of money, it still would not give me a license to go crazy. That's not the true intent of the holiday anyways. I'm a Christian (not a renegade Christian, however), so it saddens me a little to see how materialistic Christmas has become within such a short span of time.... Whatever though. People will be people. I'm not gonna stand up and give a public speech on the 'Morals of True Christians' or anything like that. I don't believe in forcing anything on anyone. *shrug* 'To each his own', right? I'm not knocking the people who decide to go all out. It's their business and they're (hopefully) hard earned money after all.

Anyway, I just prefer to find nice, CHEAP, USEFUL stuff whenever I have the opportunity to search.

Did I ever mention the fact that I love books?
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[info]shoujo22
We have hundreds (maybe thousands?) of books left over from the book sale that the library had a few weeks ago. Since there were so many left over books, the library board decided to let us (as in the employees) pillage through the left overs, and purchase everything for no less than 50% of the original book sale price. So yeah, I got 15 books for $1.75. Sweet.... 

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I'm always cold!
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[info]shoujo22
 I'm an EXTREMELY cold-natured person. My space heater is on throughout my entire 8-hour shift at work, and my heater is on 24-7 at home. It kinda sucks to be the only idiot with a jacket on on the entire floor...every single day. To make matters worse, my co-workers always complain about it "feeling like hell" when they have to come into my office for anything. I can't even drink ice water. It has to come from the tap. Sometimes I even get chills from drinking room temperature water *rolls eyes*. I've been like this since I was a kid though. My sister's even worse if you can believe that. Anyway, yeah...I'm cold right now, heater and all T__T.

studied too much....must act silly now
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[info]shoujo22
Which Swear Word Are You?
shit
shit
shit. do you mumble this under your breath a lot. maybe you just are clumsy


 

Okay, I'll admit it...I most certainly do use the word 'shit' when I'm vexed or when something catches me off guard, but (and this is not a good thing) I never mumble it. I usually blurt it out...^__^'

My father offered to escort me home from work today. I told him about the "weird-guy" incident and he flipped completely out. I told him that it wasn't that big of a deal to me (although I was clearly lying through my teeth), and asked him to keep his cool. He's calmed down a lot since then, but I know that he's worried for me now. Perhaps I shouldn't have said anything...

Anyway, I'm checking out early today. Despite what my boss says, there's nothing here that can possibly keep me busy for another 30 minutes. I'm outta here.

I guess I'm in a good mood today
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[info]shoujo22
The weather is really nice today. Maybe I'll take a little walk around the downtown area before I actually go home... I'd love to go to the book store too. Thanks a lot for tempting me again [info]snapdragon76! *lol*

I tried a new layout today. I'm not a huge Hyde-solo fan, but I thought it was kind of cool. It stays for now. Thanks for the hard work [info]patback409.

Comfort in small talk
Don't I look happy?
[info]shoujo22
Well, mom's b-day was this past Sunday. I basically sat in front of mama's picture and had a nice little heart-to-heart with her. I talked about what I plan to do with my life, how crazy my co-workers are, how lazy I've become in my old age *lol*, etc. I didn't expect to feel so comforted and relieved in doing such a thing, but it was actually rather pleasant. 

I'm much like my mother in the fact that I tend to find comfort in small-talk. We never really did the "emotional mother/daughter connection" bit very well. When I was feeling down, I would indirectly vent in front of her, and she would indirectly comfort me with jokes or food or something. Mom was a very perspicacious woman-- highly skilled in reading people and helping them she was. I hope to be like her some day. 

.....but first I have to start being nicer to people (i.e. less empathetic). That's gonna be a long, hard process for me ^__^'

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[info]shoujo22
I snagged this personality test thingie from [info]snapdragon76. It really does sound like me. Although I've been told that I can be a bit bossy at times, I still don't believe it. But yeah, I couldn't agree more with most of this stuff...I think.

Here's the detailed analysis.

Here's a summary of the test results:


My Personality
Neuroticism
7
Extraversion
63
Openness to Experience
19
Agreeableness
9
Conscientiousness
95
You do not experience strong, irresistible cravings and consequently do not find yourself tempted to overindulge, however you feel enraged when things do not go your way. You are sensitive about being treated fairly and feel resentful and bitter if you think you are being cheated. You have a generally cheerful disposition. You tend not to express your emotions openly and are sometimes not even aware of your own feelings. You see no need for pretense or manipulation when dealing with others and are therefore candid, frank and sincere. People find it relatively easy to relate to you, however you are not adverse to confrontation and will sometimes even intimidate others to get your own way. You have strong will-power and are able to overcome your reluctance to begin tasks. You are able to stay on track despite distractions.

Take a Personality Test now or view the full Personality Report


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I really want to see L'arc~en~ciel perform live T___T. I was supposed to go Hong Kong and see them, but (as always *damn it*) something came up. It's another money issue, obviously. With the way that things are right now, either my sister or I would have been able to go. Not the two of us together like we'd initially planned. We both decided not to go; as opposed to having one float away on an intense wave of satisfaction, while leaving the other here to wallow in self-pity alone. I would never do that to her. As much as we've been through over the past couple of years, we're pretty serious about taking each other's situations into consideration. I will definitely pay life back ten-fold for screwing me~ *Mwuaaaaahahahahahahahahahaaaaa* But yeah...  

No Ken-chan....

No Yukihiro- chan....

Tet-chan.....

No chibi Hyde *sob*

Well, I guess I can hang on to the little mg of hope that I have of them coming back to the US. Please guys! ...Yeah right. Even I'm not that delusional....
 


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[info]shoujo22
I've had two doctors tell me that I need surgery to fix these sinus problems and one who has (just recently) told me that I don't need it. He says that the problem is not that bad. I have no idea what to do now. Maybe I should get a fourth opinion?

Ironically I have a dental appointment on Valentine's Day. Not that I ever celebrate it or that anyone ever gives me candy or anything. It's just that I usually eat everybody else's. Not this year I guess :P I do have to help my sister make candy bags for all of the little monsters in my niece's class though. They're getting cards, candy, and a huge cake. My family never did anything like that for my class when I was a kid......not that I really gave a damn, but still! 

I've been on a little JE Binge this morning. I guess waking up to my TxT 'Serenade' ring tone first thing this morning just kinda made something spark. I must have watched the gymnastics clip a dozen times. It's just freaking hilarious. You know, the one where Jun looks like a goofy middle school girl, Tsubasa (bless his heart) embarrasses the hell out of himself, Nino looks like an arrogant little pretty boy (but cool nonetheless), and Yukki looks like an "attack-of-the-super-freak" android? Yeah, that's the one. Then there's the  "WTF-is-he-doing?!-Ryo-completely-sucks-at swimming-clip" *lol*.  It never ceases to amaze me. How can you be so little and still sink like a 200lb cinder block? ....And then there's this. My reaction to this is just beyond words. I honestly don't know whether to laugh or get child services involved and have Johnny arrested o__O??? Either way JE has entertained me well for the past three hours. I'll go take my lunch break now.


 

Seller/Buyer Feedback post
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[info]shoujo22
If I've bought something from you (or vise versa), then please leave feedback for me in a comment.



Thanks a lot!



--shoujo22

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